So mucky

I'm still not feeling far enough along as I should. the pills are makinging it difficult for me to hunt and peck at this keyboard, and the pain is making it impossible to forego the pills. I got an update from Kimmy this morning. Jenny is back in Michigan (for good, as far as we know), and Jenny, Km, and Dani are headed to Pearl;s for a lesson. Pearl is one of the only respectable coaches in Michigan, in my opinion, She is a jumper, but it's obvious he knows her subject matter, I love the more frequent updates from my Michigan girls. I need to talk to Melissa, though. I recieved a brief and disturbing email from her a week ago and haven't been able to get a hold her since. I think I must have storted her number incorrectly when I got my new phone.

Carey is running the farm by herself right now. I move and get nauseous. Jessica is off. I keep trying to get over there and then backing off my decision. I tried bracing both my knees and my back but discovered it takes at least one good leg or some core stabilityt o use crutches. How obnoxious. I'm going to stop feeling sorry for myself now.

Carey is still waiting to gind out if and when Gui is returning to the states and in the meanttime misses him like crazy. We spend several nights in a row hanging out at her new trailer. It is absolutely adorable but I can't get uo the steps right now. Going to sleep off these meds so I can hopefully see some horses and students today. I apologize in advance for the unecessary typos.